Nothing really to say...yet I typed a lot

Ok so this weekend is the Million Gay March and it is going to be hot. My darling wife is telling the gay Dish Network guy all about it. She has the phone because I was going to have a breakdown if I had to talk to them one more time. God Bless you wife!

For father's day we went to a wonderful church service. Andi's (the wife) ex-father-in-law was playing the drums this sunday. It was a wonderful service. I really liked their preacher. Saturday night we went to the water park with the same family and watched a fire works show.

The ex-in-laws of hers have been such a wonderful blessing my life. Nancy (ex-mother-in-law) has been nothing but kind and loving towards me. She did not have to accept me and love me as she has considering I am the wife of her the woman who divorced her son years ago but she has been wonderful from day one.

To be honest, I would love to go to this church on a regular basis. I want to bead with the women of the church. It is always the same struggle for me though. I am a Christian woman above all things. I am a Republican who loves Rush Limbaugh. All of these things make me an ideal candidate for this church with one minor except, I am gay.

I sometimes forget that I am gay. In the mornings I crawl out of bed, get in the shower, make coffee and then go annoy my wife. I try to convince her she should get out of bed even though it is summer and she does not have to take our daughter to school, which means she can sleep in. I go to work (grateful for a job). Then I go home, clean house, have dinner with the family, stare at the stack of bills, watch some tv (if it ever works again) and then crawl back into my bed again with my wife.

So, see I am boring and normal but I could not be a member. Being a member was quite important to me up until recently. Now, I just want to be a part. I do not need to be a member of the church right now. I think I will go bead anyways as well. The worst that can happen is that they like me or they do not like me.

I am not an alien. I do not have horns. I do not eat weird bugs for a hobby. I watch the same shows. I say similar prayers for my wife, my friends, my child. I hate my dogs but still give them water and treats. I am normal.

I have ya-yas. I have a best friend that moved to California. I am normal. I want to be a part but I do not have to be a member

BUT I SURE WOULD LIKE TO BE ABLE TO BE ONE!

Free Will?

A question just popped into my head.

If we humans have free will, does satan as well?


If satan does have free will then what if he did not participate in the wars of the end times? What if he said 'nah' I do not feel the need to fight with you God. I am happy with things just as they are.

Health Care in America

Simple point.

If they ‘Congress’ want us to use a government run system my only question is will they use the same one?

They ‘Congress’ have a lovely health care system right now today. Considering WE Americans pay for that with our hard earned tax dollars, shouldn’t we all get the same coverage?